Synopsis

Laurence Dalziel is worn down and washed up, and for him, the BDSM scene is all played out. Six years on from his last relationship, he’s pushing forty and tired of going through the motions of submission.

Then he meets Toby Finch. Nineteen years old. Fearless, fierce, and vulnerable. Everything Laurie can’t remember being.

Toby doesn’t know who he wants to be or what he wants to do. But he knows, with all the certainty of youth, that he wants Laurie. He wants him on his knees. He wants to make him hurt, he wants to make him beg, he wants to make him fall in love.

The problem is, while Laurie will surrender his body, he won’t surrender his heart. Because Toby is too young, too intense, too easy to hurt. And what they have—no matter how right it feels—can’t last. It can’t mean anything.

It can’t be real.

Why am I waiting for this? - Two words: Alexis Hall. I just absolutely love his writing and he is one of the few authors that I'd read anything they write. This book is a challenge for me since I don't usually read BDSM and I'm not a big fan of May-December romances but knowing Mr. Hall's style, it's bound to be a very emotional, real and touching story and I can't wait to read it.