New Adult

Review: The Weight of Destiny by Nyrae Dawn

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Title: The Weight of Destiny (The Misfits #1)
Author: Nyrae Dawn
Genre: YA/NA Romance, Realistic fiction
Release Date: 18 Nov 2014

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My rating: 3 Stars
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Synopsis

When “crazy” runs in your family and your namesake is known for walking into a river with a pocket full of rocks, a girl kind of wants to avoid tempting fate at all costs. For Virginia Nichols, the only way to dodge that bullet is to be perfect at everything: school, student council, life. Too bad it’s all a lie, and underneath the perfection...Virginia is lost. 

Ryder Blackstock knows a thing or two about being born into fate. The talents passed down from his father aren't exactly normal; instead of learning how to throw a fastball, he was taught to hot-wire a car like a pro and pick any pocket in sight. He’s got criminal blood, just like his old man. And as soon as he turns eighteen, he’ll be living life on the run with his dad.

When Ryder and Virginia meet on the beach, it seems they couldn't be more different. Soon they discover they’re both trapped in their lives—Virginia denying her fate, Ryder embracing his. Like the rocks in Virginia Woolf’s pockets, the weight of their destinies will pull them under. But being together brings out pieces of themselves they didn't know existed—pieces that make them want to take fate into their own hands and rewrite their destinies...if it’s not too late.

Review

I loved her Games series and was intrigued by the blurb of this one but in the end I liked it but expected more.  It was not as good as I hoped it would be. It's YA/NA realistic fiction/romance a and I liked the idea of exploring what it's like for a child of a parent with a personality disorder but I felt the story lacked depth and was rather casual.

I found Virginia/Lulu an interesting character - her struggles with her mother's illness and her fears for her own mental health all felt real and easy to understand. This lead to an unhealthy need for control which also seemed realistic. I felt deeply for her struggles between what's right and should be done and her desire to be free, to find who she is, to explore the world - just like any other teenager at the cusp of adulthood.

Her romance with Ryder was sweet and tender but it didn't strike me as outstanding in any way. It was an opposites-attract kind of story and bore the marks of first (teenage) love. 

My main issue with the story was Ryder. He was a typical bad boy from the wrong side of the tracks, convinced that he is destined to be a thief just like his father. I found his certainty in his criminal fate confusing and unrealistic. He was dreaming of becoming a criminal because he thought that was the only thing he was good at. It felt forced and unconvincing. He had a caring older brother, a tight group of friends whom he could rely on, so I really didn't see him as doom or desperate. 

It was his relationship with Virginia that helped him believe more in himself and ultimately act right and recognize the chance he had of being something more than a small-time criminal. Graduating high school and preparing for college and being adult can be scary and confusing, still I felt Ryder was acting rather childishly most of the story. 

On the plus side, I did like a lot his friends and the way Ms Dawn explores the complex relations between them - love and hurt and betrayal and loyalty. I really enjoyed this aspect of the story. 

This is the first book in a new YA/NA series by Nyrae Down and even though I didn't like it as much as I hoped, I'm curious about the rest of the books and very much willing to give them a try. 

Purchase links: Amazon

Meme

Waiting on Wednesday: The Weight of Destiny by Nyrae Dawn

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Waiting on Wednesday is a book meme hosted by Jill at Breaking the Spine and it features books that we are eagerly awaiting to be released.

Title: The Weight of Destiny
Author: Nyrae Dawn
Genre/Themes: YA/NA, romance, 

Release Date: 18 Nov 2014

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Synopsis

When “crazy” runs in your family and your namesake is known for walking into a river with a pocket full of rocks, a girl kind of wants to avoid tempting fate at all costs. For Virginia Nichols, the only way to dodge that bullet is to be perfect at everything: school, student council, life. Too bad it’s all a lie, and underneath the perfection...Virginia is lost. 

Ryder Blackstock knows a thing or two about being born into fate. The talents passed down from his father aren't exactly normal; instead of learning how to throw a fastball, he was taught to hot-wire a car like a pro and pick any pocket in sight. He’s got criminal blood, just like his old man. And as soon as he turns eighteen, he’ll be living life on the run with his dad.

When Ryder and Virginia meet on the beach, it seems they couldn't be more different. Soon they discover they’re both trapped in their lives—Virginia denying her fate, Ryder embracing his. Like the rocks in Virginia Woolf’s pockets, the weight of their destinies will pull them under. But being together brings out pieces of themselves they didn't know existed—pieces that make them want to take fate into their own hands and rewrite their destinies...if it’s not too late.

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Why am I waiting for this? - I really enjoyed Ms Dawn Games series (angsty NA romances) and I do love a story about tortured heroes/heroines. The reference to Virginia Woolf in the blurb has me really intrigued. I haven't read any YA in a while and I hope this one will work well for. 

New Adult

Review: Masquerade by Nyrae Dawn

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Title: Masquerade (Games #3)
Author: Nyrae Dawn
Date of publication: 7 Jan 2014
Genre: Contemporary Romance, New Adult

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My rating: 4 stars



Goodreads Blurb

A biker. A tattoo artist. A love to last a lifetime.

Maddox Cross has always had to be tough. When his father went to jail for murder, the teenager took care of his sister and mother. Now on his own and working security at a night club, Maddox wants to become a tattoo artist-a dream that comes closer to reality when he falls for the hottest, most tatted woman he's ever seen. She's wild and beautiful, and Maddox will do anything to be with her.

Bee Malone came to town to open up her new tattoo parlor, Masquerade. Since being kidnapped as a young girl, Bee has had trouble getting close to anyone. But when she meets Maddox, she sees that under his hard biker's body is the sensitive soul of an artist. What starts out as a sizzling one-night stand soon becomes so much more.

Bee wants Maddox to join her tattoo business, but letting him into her life means revealing all her most intimate secrets. And as the past begins to intertwine with her present, Bee fears their love may not be as permanent as their ink . . .

My Review

This is the third book in the series and you should read at least book 2, Facade, to fully enjoy this one. It was just as good as the other two in this series. These are very intense stories, full of angst and emotional turmoil, yet they end on a positive note giving two broken characters hope for a better future.  

Masquerade focuses on the relationship between Maddox and Bee, two guilt-ridden young people trying to come to terms with their pasts. They meet by chance and don't fall in love right away, something which I really appreciated. The feelings for one another develop slowly, it takes time for both of them to open up and admit that there is more than physical chemistry between them. I liked how their problems and issues were not magically solved when they met and fell for each other.

The initial premise - she is just 21-years old and already has her own tattoo shop (her parents financed it but still, she was owner and experienced tattoo artist) and he is a bit older than her but starts working as an apprentice under her - didn't seem realistic but it also didn't bother me much.

The couples from the previous book appear here as well, Laney and Adrian (Facade) have a particularly prominent role, since Maddox is Laney's brother and his story is interwoven closely with Adrian's past.

Both Bee and Maddox change a lot throughout the story. They start with denial of their feelings, go through deep and painful self-exploration to finally reach trust and reliance on each other. The traumas of their pasts are different but they have made them similar in many ways - bearing heavy sense of guilt, emotionally distanced from everyone, unable to love, feeling worthy to be loved. 

I felt both Maddox and Bee tended to be too introspective at times, locked in their own thoughts and emotions (or rather, desperately trying to block any emotions). Still, their stories were superbly told in an warm, engaging manner. I felt connected with them and could easily relate to their sufferings and struggles.

Bee's story was rather unusual and I wished it was developed in more detail. We already know what happened to Maddox from Laney's story in Facade, but here we see it through his eyes and witness his efforts to come to terms with his past and move forward with his life.

The story is heavy on the tragedy but it works well. It can be a bit over the top but most of the time it is convincing and realistic. The ending brings some closure for Adrian and Laney and a fresh start for Maddox and Bee. 

This book is a must read for fans of the series and I can recommend this series to any book lover who appreciates a good character-driven and emotionally moving story. 

New Adult

Review: Charade by Nyrae Dawn

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Title: Charade (Games 1)
Author: Nyrae Dawn
Date of publication: 22 Oct 2012
Genre: Contemporary Romance, New Adult

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My rating: 3 stars




Goodreads Blurb

Nineteen-year-old Cheyenne tries to portray the perfect life to mask the memories of her past. Walking in on her boyfriend with another woman her freshman year in college threatens that picture of perfection. 

Twenty-one-year-old Colt never wanted college and never expected to amount to anything, but when his mom's dying wish is for him to get his degree, he has no choice but to pretend it's what he wants too. 

Cheyenne needs a fake boyfriend to get back at her ex and Colt needs cash to take care of his mom, so they strike a deal that helps them both. But what if Cheyenne’s past isn’t what she thought? Soon they’re trading one charade for another—losing themselves in each other to forget about their pain. The more they play their game, the more it becomes the only thing they have that feels real.

Both Cheyenne and Colt know life is never easy, but neither of them expect the tragedy that threatens to end their charade and rip them apart forever.

My Review

This is one of those popular stories of pretend-lover-to-real-ones but it was well done and I enjoyed reading it.
At the beginning it seemed like a typical  New Adult - college setting, a heroine proposes to a tattooed bad boy to pretend to be her boyfriend in order to make her ex jealous. It sounded rather naive and clichéd but the author took the story in a completely different direction.

Both, Chey and Colt have their personal dramas connected to their mothers to deal with but despite trying to keep it casual the pretend game they play gradually becomes the only real thing they feel. It is a very touching and emotional story of two young people opening up to and ultimately changing/saving each other. 

The story is told from alternating POVs and liked both the voices of Chey and Colt, though I think his was came as stronger, more distinctive. 

I was a bit annoyed with how long it took them to accept that what was happening between them was real and not just a game. I felt the author overdid their hesitancy to admit their true feelings and act on them. 

I liked the supporting characters a lot - Adrian (who is the hero in the next book in the series) was not described in detail but his presence added a lot to the story, Colt's mom also had a central role, as well as Chey's aunt and uncle. Her ex-boyfriend and his new girl were rather cliched, yet they fitted well in the overall plot.

Now, there a few things that didn't work for me in this book. 

First was Chey's background. She is Native-American and I was rather curious about that since I don't often come across ethnic characters in the novels I read. I was really disappointed that this element was not further developed by the author. It was just mentioned as an explanation for exotic beauty and was not further elaborated.

The other thing I was disappointed with was Colt's incident towards the end of the story. Its inclusion in the story was over the top for me, just adding unnecassary drama. It helped highlight Ardrian's character and put further emphasis on Chey's feelings for Colt but the book would have been less melodramatic without it.

Overall, I can recommend this book for all NA fans. It is a great start to a series and things only get better in its sequel, Facade, which tells Adrian's story (my review). The series will continue with a book about Madox whom we meet in Facade, which is to be released in January 2014.

ARC

Review: Façade by Nyrae Dawn

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Title: Façade (Games 2)
Author: Nyrae Dawn
Date of publication: 2 July 2013
Genre: Contemporary Romance, New Adult

Author's links:
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My rating: 3.5 stars




Goodreads Blurb

Can love save them?

After her father commits a crime that shatters her family, eighteen-year-old Delaney Cross is tired of pretending everything is all right. Packing up her car, she sets out to find the people her father hurt. Her search leads her to places she’s never been—and into the arms of Adrian Westfall.

To the outside world, Adrian is a sexy, charming ladies’ man. But his playboy persona is just an act. Secretly his soul is tortured by a memory too painful to share. Only Delaney seems to see through his façade to the real man underneath. And for the first time in his life, Adrian feels he can begin to open up about his past.

Together, Adrian and Delaney share a passionate love they never expected to find. Yet both still harbor their own secrets. When the dark truth is finally revealed, will it bring them closer together - or tear them apart forever?



My Review

I was provided an ARC by the publisher via NetGalley.

This book is the sequel to Charade (which I also read and hopefully, will review it next week) and tells the story of Adrian, Colt's friend and Delaney who was connected to him through some very tragic events in their pasts.

I have to say that I liked this book more than the first one in the series. It was such a heart-breaking romantic story about overcoming tragedy and finding the strength to go on living and most importantly, to heal yourself and the others.

I liked Adrian a lot. He was a complex character who underwent real growth in the course of the story. I felt deeply for his suffering and self-imposed loneliness. Still, he was far too passive at the beginning and through most of the book and it took him a quite a while to realise that running away from the problems doesn't solve them, that trying to escape the pain doesn't magically make it go away.

On the other hand, I have some misgivings concerning the heroine, Delaney. She wanted to fix everything and everybody but went about it the wrong way. It was frustrating to wait past the middle of the book for her to come clean to Adrian and to herself.

The story itself was interesting and emotionally engaging. I liked that Colt and Chey appeared in the story, was well. Delaney's older brother, Maddox, was also an interesting character, and I am eagerly waiting for his story in the next instalment of the series - Masquerade which is due to be released on 7 Jan 2014.

Having listed all the positive features, there were also some things that I didn't like very much. Adrian's angst was too much at times. Somewhere around the middle of the book, the story lost some of its easy flow. It got stuck into neverending inner monologues of self-loathing and punishment for Adrian and self-doubt and insecurity for Delaney.

I also found rather annoying and out of place all the medical analogies used throughout the book in reference to relationship between Adrian and Delaney. They were supposed to be romantic but most definitely didn't feel this way to me. I think that someone who is supposed to be writer/poet (I did enjoy the short poems he wrote to Delaney) and has his way with words like Adrian, the author should have given him better lines to express his feelings for Delaney.

There was an interesting twist in the plot towards the end of the story that I didn't see coming and enjoyed a lot. It gave additional emotional impact to the whole plot. I liked the epilogue which completed the story in an optimistic light without being sugary sweet.



College

Teaser Tuesday 18

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Teaser Tuesday is a weekly bookish meme hosted by MizB of Should Be Reading. Here are the rules:

• Grab your current read
• Open to a random page
• Share two (2) “teaser” sentences from somewhere on that page
• Be careful not the include spoilers!
• Share the title & author so that other TT participants can add the book to their TBR Lists if they like your teasers.

I have modified them slightly for my Teasers. It will not be two sentences from a random page but two, usually more, sentences from the pages I have read so far that have struck me as most interesting, original or that I just happen to like a lot.

My teaser this week comes from Charade by Nyrae Dawn. It is a heart-breaking NA love story which I haven't finished yet but I like it very much so far. It is the first book in the Games series and I plan to continue right away with book 2, Façade which I got as an ARC from NetGalley.

"Locking the door behind me, I fall against it. I don't feel like Cinderella. More like  Dorothy of Oz. I have no idea what's going on here."

Nineteen-year-old Cheyenne tries to portray the perfect life to mask the memories of her past. Walking in on her boyfriend with another woman her freshman year in college threatens that picture of perfection.

Twenty-one-year-old Colt never wanted college and never expected to amount to anything, but when his mom's dying wish is for him to get his degree, he has no choice but to pretend it's what he wants too.

Cheyenne needs a fake boyfriend to get back at her ex and Colt needs cash to take care of his mom, so they strike a deal that helps them both. But what if Cheyenne’s past isn’t what she thought? Soon they’re trading one charade for another—losing themselves in each other to forget about their pain. The more they play their game, the more it becomes the only thing they have that feels real.

Both Cheyenne and Colt know life is never easy, but neither of them expect the tragedy that threatens to end their charade and rip them apart forever.




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